In this book I have described to
you events that may require that you suspend any preconceived notions of
reality that you may have. During this journey you may perceive a
reality within which my family has been living that may cause you to
question the validity of the methods of Classical Western Scientific
Thought that is fundamental to our education, and to our societal views
As Albert Einstein so aptly
demonstrated all matter is merely energy caught in a spinning matrix.
This 'collapsing waveicle' is the fall of Lucifer, the veil of the
illusion Satan is caught within and also the veil that Satan hides
behind. What Satan cannot see is that this vortex of spinning energy is
a dance, the dance of the love and joy of the Lord God Almighty.
The Archangel Lucifer, being
intelligent, observed the manifestation of God's creation. He became
jealous with the knowledge that God would create man in his own image,
even above the level of the angels. Lucifer understood that he could
take Creation for himself, and in his jealous greed he then reached out,
and grasping Creation, he collapsed under the gravity of his action
within his own reflection of his desire.
The architect of conflict, The
Evil One, was thus trapped within the reality of his action,
forever spinning and falling, grasping for that which he eternally
desires but can never have nor understand. Thus he created the boundary
of the illusion that he is trapped within, which is matter.
The Veil is the boundary of the
illusion of the separation of energy and matter and also the vehicle
upon which we as souls may grow up from matter, rise above the
limitations we have imposed upon ourselves and reach out to the
incomprehensible loving light of God's eternal love. The Lord God
manifested his Son, Jesus the Christ, here on earth to demonstrate this
truth. CHRIST is an ancient Greek word that when fully translated means,
'Anointed in the oil of the joy of God's love.'
Lucifer failed to understand
the true nature of God's creation, and thenceforth the nature of God's
only Son, the Christ. Muslim extremists label the United States of
America 'The Great Satan.' These men and women are caught in the
contradiction of Lucifer's hatred. They are not capable of true selfless
compassion and loving, and it is this lack of faith and understanding
that binds them to their own destruction, and to the evil of their
actions. This was Lucifer's mistake and his downfall.
The extremity of the measures
that these people are willing to make to further their cause
demonstrates the danger of allowing the dominance of the logical mind
over the heart. This is the illusion of the validity of rational thought
over the grace and understanding of God's Love. St. Peter referred to
the development of the concept of logic (Aristotelian thought) in the Roman era as 'the
increasing dominance of the belief of mythology.' To define and experience reality on
merely a lineal level is to miss the broader meaning of existence. An
appropriate analogy would be to be observing reality off the edge of a
pane of mirrored glass. You only are able to see that which you expect
to see, a mirror image of your own expectations and desires.
It is in fact mythology to
define existence from a system of logical analysis defined as an
objective point of view. The mere act of observation influences that
which you are observing. Every physicist knowledgeable in Quantum
Physics, as well as most well-read people, and people of faith know this to be true.
Matter and energy are subject to the energy inherent in the act of our
observation, and it's behavior predictably changes from this
interaction. The manifestation of a particle (matter) is the result of
separate energies spinning within a collapsing vortex, bound within each
other's individual gravitational fields.
Our interaction with existence
is a romantic affair. This is why nature is referred to as being female.
She is receptive to our overtures, and she responds towards our
expectations upon the basis of our needs. This truth is not entirely
lost on the Muslim fanatics who are determined to destroy our existence,
I assure you. What they miss is that the nature of their methodology of
destruction and their attempt at manipulation towards their own selfish
goals is the definition of the collapsing waveicle.
A 'waveicle' is a physicist’s
description of the duality of the nature of light, for light (and
therefore energy) is both a particle and a wave. However, particles and
waves are classified as opposites, and it is a contradiction to say
something is both one thing and simultaneously it's opposite. 'Classical Western
Scientific Thought' is the only system accepted in the Western world for
analyzing and defining reality, and this system is based upon the rules
of physics, and both systems are based upon the rules of logic. However,
the rules of logic do not encompass contradiction. Therefore the system
of 'Classical Western Scientific Thought' violates the very foundation
upon which this system is based. This is the definition of mythology.
To put it in another
perspective, the appearance of matter is the result of a mutual and
irresistible attraction between two forces. This is the nature of
attachment and desire. This is the nature of addiction. This is the
nature of Satan, and also the miracle of God's love, as we are bound to
this material world only by the extent of our desires and attachments.
Release from this attachment to the material world comes from selfless
service through the grace of God's compassionate love.
Despite the Muslim fanatic's
illusion of selfless sacrifice they are bound towards self-immolation in
this way by their own behavior of violence and self-glorification. I
have seen this to be true. They take great pleasure in the power they
derive from their debased sexual desecration upon women, men and
children. They live in an illusionary world whereby they carry out their
violence with the intention of accomplishing their political goals of
global dominion within an illusion of their reverence towards their god
to the irreconcilable harm of all humanity. Their subservience to the
god they worship blinds them to the nature of the beast for whom they
work. The reality is that there is nothing selfless about their actions
whatsoever, and thus they are bound within their own actions to self
immolate, or collapse upon themselves forever within the conflict they
have created. This is the nature and the path of the bottomless abyss.
The vast majority of people in
America are insulated, both physically and psychologically, from the
almost constant barrage of headlines consisting of brutal terrorist acts
committed by Islamic extremists, which intrude into our lives from the
Middle East and more recently the Khobar Towers, and bin Laden's
orchestration of the American Embassy bombings in Nairobi and Kenya. The
World Trade Center bombing forced upon most Americans an uncomfortable
recognition that Islamic fundamentalism and the violent political
methods that these people thrive on actually affects Americans at home
as well as abroad. The recent arrest of Ossama bin Laden associate Ahmed
Rassam in Port Angeles and the revelation of his intentions to use the
plastic explosives and urea in his trunk in another 'terrorist' bombing
of Americans in America has perhaps awakened some people in America to
the very real danger these men and women present to our society.
The explosion of global
terrorism by these Muslim fanatics began in 1979 in Iran. The revolution
fomented by Ayatollah Ruholla Khomeini and thus spread throughout the
Islamic world, emboldened Middle Eastern governments to foster
'unidentifiable' nationalist Muslim extremist groups, and manipulating
individuals to a pseudo-religious frenzy of violence and determination
that defies our imagination.
Does the American public not
understand that these same Muslim extremists are thoroughly entrenched
in the US? The most convenient base for Hezbollah, Hamas, Palestine
Islamic Jihad and al Qaeda is in the US, not in some foreign country.
We offer them a far safer haven than they can find even in their Middle
East benefactor nations, such as Iran, Iraq, Syria, Libya and Yemen.
They have no freedom of movement or speech in these countries, nor are
they protected by a Bill of Rights or a Constitution. It is easy for
these trained agents to infiltrate into the US, and to remain anonymous.
They take advantage of their thoroughly developed contacts established
through long-term 'sleepers', infiltrators, and from their deep
involvement in global drug smuggling and in the American domestic drug
trade. Amongst their members are highly qualified computer technicians
who have at their disposal advanced computer systems with state of the
art encryption technology. The US has the most advanced communications
system in the world, offering easily accessible nation-wide ultra-
high-speed fiber optic cable connections. These computer 'crackers'
consistently bypass 'secure' corporate and government network firewalls,
enabling them to manipulate with complete stealth phone, utility,
corporate, bank and government agency records, enabling them to
conduct large international monetary fund transfers, channel portions of
these funds to operatives in the US, provide them with American
identification, and hide the entire operation under accounts of innocent
third parties: (you). They also acquire identification in the US through
theft and, when it fits their purposes, murder.
It is not commonly known how
vast the economic resources these groups have at their disposal. The New
Era operation was overseen directly by the intelligence branch of the
Iranian military in conjunction with Ossama bin Laden and senior
lieutenants of al Qaeda and Hezbollah, Hamas and Palestine Islamic
Jihad. Iran has oil revenues in excess of $4.5 billion annually.
Palestine Islamic Jihad, Hamas and Hezbollah receive funding from Iran,
and from numerous other government sources as well, including Syria,
Kuwait, Iraq, and Libya. Hezbollah, formed in 1982 by the intelligence
section of the Iranian military, receives $600 million a year from Iran.
In addition these groups receive hundreds of millions of dollars in
contributions from supporters in England, Canada, France, the US and
over sixty other countries from around the world. All of these groups
have been identified by Western intelligence analysts as 'umbrella'
terrorist groups that are operating in the US under the authority,
direction and support of Iran. Although in some respects Iran does
wield enormous influence with Hezbollah, and to a lesser degree with
Hamas and Palestine Islamic Jihad, top-level members of these criminal
organizations also hold senior level positions with the internationally
active terrorist group al Qaeda, founded and largely funded by
international terrorist Ossama bin Laden. In addition, the
fundamentalist rulers of Afghanistan, the Taliban, have given bin Laden
and al Qaeda control over the country's opium and heroin trade,
resulting in additional revenues of over $500 million dollars annually.
The coordination and
assimilation between Al Qaeda, Hezbollah, Hamas, the Palestinian
Islamic Jihad and Iran indicates a quantum leap in the capability of
Middle Eastern political blocks to strike at the heart of America with
an incomprehensible degree of hatred and vengeance.
These same people have
organized an extremely sophisticated terrorist network throughout the
Americas. Among the members of these terrorist groups are well
educated and trained mechanical, chemical and nuclear engineers,
electrical engineers and specialists in computer technology and
programming. There is a population of over six million Muslims living in
the US, and al Qaeda has drawn operatives from this group, as well as
other residents of the US, including many native-born white Caucasian
Americans. Many of these men and women own houses, pay taxes, and are
gainfully employed. The ability of these people to blend into any
cultural or regional section of American society is phenomenal, a result
of their intense study of Americans and of Americans' favorite pastime,
television and video tapes.
It is important to understand
that these men and women of al Qaeda will frequent bars, drink alcohol,
gamble and frolic with women if they believe this will assist them in
blending into their host communities.
al Qaeda, Hamas and Palestine Islamic Jihad also have an established
base in the Tri-border area of South America, and are able to blend in
with the 28,000 residents from the Middle East . This region, located at
the junction of Paraguay, Argentina and Brazil, exports 40 tons of
cocaine annually into the US. These terrorists have developed strong
ties to the Cali drug cartel in Columbia, and with other major drug
rings in South America, ties that further increase their international
intelligence network, as well as providing them with an enormous influx
of capital. Their ability to infiltrate into the US from South America
is made considerably easier due to the multiple false passports that
they obtain through Iranian embassies in Argentina, Brazil, Paraguay and
other South American countries.
Al Qaeda is renowned for incorporating
sophisticated surveillance techniques, and for the detailed and
long-range planning involved in their attacks, typically two years or
more. They are on constant alert for the slightest hint of
detection, at which point they are ready to revert to one of the myriad
layers of backup plans that they have in place. The technique they
employ encompasses their ability to virtually evaporate into their
environment, and subsequently reappear in an entirely different
character. Frequently the plan they fall back on is also their
deep cover, such as one of the covers employed in their 'New Era'
principals of al Qaeda have succeeded in not only infiltrating the
Hells Angels biker group, but they have demonstrated such a degree of
power to that organization that they succeeded in gaining absolute
control of the entire criminal enterprise. This fact is not too
surprising due to their enormous financial resources, their skill and
propensity towards violence, (in hand-to-hand combat they specialize in
knives), and their worldwide network of operatives involved in drug
smuggling and money laundering. Their control over the Hells Angels
gives them access to a nationwide network of tens of thousands of
members, providing communication and information resources, hit squads
and a wealth of illicit talent. To refuse an order from a superior in
the Hells Angels, including murder, results in an immediate death
sentence. This is also true of terrorist organizations. They leave no
witnesses when it comes to the security of their operations.
The civil liberties Americans take for granted and our cultural
diversity provide these terrorists with the ability to enter the US and
to conduct their operations throughout the country with complete
anonymity. Due to the fact that the nature of their business in the US
is war, their foremost concern is detection by the authorities.
Therefore, they always have multiple backup plans, and they will spend
years preparing for every possible contingency. They always have
numerous covers for their activities, and they often use innocent third
parties to provide one or more layers of cover for them. For instance,
they will set these third parties up for criminal responsibility for one
of their backup plans, to ensure that the true nature of their
activities are always several layers from detection.
When using third parties for a cover, they will create a thorough trail
of incriminating evidence, such as manipulating their target's legal
records, bank accounts, their phone records, and even destroying their
familial and social ties.
direction of agents of the intelligence branch of the Iranian military
an operation was underway to smuggle a number of nuclear bombs into the
United States, hidden inside of a submarine. The preparations necessary
for the successful movement of this submarine into US waters under
stealth, and their successful ability to subsequently hide it's presence
denotes extremely thorough planning and execution, with absolute
attention to every detail at each stage of the operation. This is the
operation that earned al-Qaeda it's reputation for absolute precision
I came to
know and to understand the nature of these beasts of whom I speak
through a chain of events initiated and carried through almost to the
point of completion by a group of people who were in reality both
leading, and led and supported by 'the kings and generals of
nations', including; Ossama bin Laden and members of his terrorist group
al Qaeda, members of the intelligence branch of the Iranian military,
Iraqi agents, top-level operatives of several international terrorist
groups, including al-Gamma al-Islamiyya, Hezbollah,
Hamas and al Jihad. I came to know these people from the very core of
their absolute hatred of the cherished values of humanity.
operatives had an opportunity to study my family quite thoroughly,
including my preparations to create a nonprofit corporation, Merisol Services, Inc, whose pilot project was to be the construction of a 76'
6" Viking ship. Merisol Services, Inc. held the potential to
provide them with an ideal cover for their operation. They had obtained
ownership of an cedar mill on the banks of the Willamette River, south
of Portland, Oregon. They then built a submarine bay into the old
millpond on this property, called New Ear, but they needed a cover
during the period when they brought this submarine in. My intention at
the time was to locate Merisol near Portland, and as they expected I
agreed to an offer guised in the form of philanthropy to locate this
nonprofit on their property. As a result of their manipulations into my
life I had no other choice, as they were able to torpedo all other
options, including all contacts with my extended family, my housing, and
previous arrangements I had made with another nonprofit to locate Merisol
on the banks of the Columbia River.
arrangement seemed to me at the time to be a blessing. It appeared to be
ideal for the purposes of Merisol, it appeared to be ideal for me and my
family, and unbeknownst to me it was ideal for their purposes also. That
is how this entire chain of events began.
existence, despite their best efforts, became an immense security risk
for the principals of this operation, as I was not ever supposed to
escape from their grasp. I also came to understand who they were to a
degree that far exceeded any expectations.
It is the
miracle of God's work that the unparalleled hatred and greed that led
these warped individuals, who were once human beings, to ally themselves
with the Evil One, under his mantle of absolute power upon and below the
earth, was the key to the destruction both of their New Era operation,
of their goal to establish global Muslim dominion, and to the literal
physical destruction of the director of their entire operation; upon
whom 'The kings and generals of nations' had laid all of their faith and
trust, their false prophet. This is not mythology of which I am
speaking, but the reality of this existence on this time. I assure you
reality is not lineal. Reality is God's incomprehensible love for you
each and every moment of your existence, and it was God's Love for you
which moved him to prevent this from happening. As Jesus Christus
(the Christ) stated, "God is Yes."
magnanimity of the concept that I had stumbled onto an Iranian operation
to detonate nuclear bombs in the United States of America was such that
it took me quite some time to accept these events that took place as
anything other than coincidence. Considering the targets they had
selected, including Washington DC, New York C, and possibly NORAD and
CENTCOM, there can be no doubt that they had also targeted Israel, and
quite possibly Russia. This was their master plan, their mother of all
Muslim extremist solutions.
One man who
played a principal part in this operation, and who was not so well known
at the time, 1997, was Ossama bin Laden. He arrived at this 'New Era'
property shortly before the submarine arrived, and he was involved in a
smelting operation there. Needless to say he did not introduce himself
to me as Ossama bin Laden, and it took me a year to determine who this
man actually was. He was personally melting down plutonium, of which he
had possession of a large amount before the submarine arrived. Their
intention was to plant several nuclear bombs in an automobile with
additional plutonium to create what is referred to as 'dirty bombs.' The
result would be the spreading of vast concentrations of highly
radioactive dust into the atmosphere over the point of each explosion.
Their intention was therefore to cause catastrophic short-term civilian
casualties and severe long-term civilian illness, in addition to their
primary military and political targets. The resulting chaos is all too
also involved the nationwide disruption of the local, state, and federal
police forces. May and I observed one of their trial runs, and their
strategy for accomplishing this was the simultaneous robbing of multiple
banks in each of our cities across the entire country. I am speaking of
a sophisticated operation brought about by trained military intelligence
operatives who excel in the art of disguise and identity transformation.
Their methodology was not to run, but to swamp the area with multiple
identical suspects and suspect vehicles, coming and going, each one
transforming in military precision, into different but again multiple
identical characterizations. Their intention was not merely to rob
banks, as they certainly do not need the cash, but to distract and
occupy our nations police forces.
are not kind. They take absolute delight in causing the most
unimaginable pain upon men, women and children, while they dance their
dance of celebration within their bizarre and unimaginably violent
interpretation of Islam. They truly believe, in truth they have been
deceived into believing that they can break all of Mohammed's rules to
achieve their aim of global conquest, as they justify antithetical
behavior as they believe their goal justifies their means. This is Hamas
doctrine I am referring to. This is also Iranian doctrine. This was
Ayatollah Ruhollah Khomeini's doctrine, which asserts that the raising
of Satan through the live dismemberment and simultaneous sexual
desecration of these men, women and children at the moment of their
death is their path to the power they deem necessary to cause the
destruction of the United States of America.
concerns the suffering of my family, members of the FBI and their
families, and friends at the hands of these evil beasts. I have written
this book so that others may understand what has occurred, indeed what
is still occurring in our country at this time, and hopefully to prevent
a reoccurrence of these heinous act in the future.
agents sacrificed their lives for us on many occasions throughout these
trials. I am speaking of sacrifices made by those who came to understand
the hell that these men and women had put us through, and who understood
the sacrifices we were willing to make for God and for our country. I am
also speaking of sacrifices which these good people and their families
made, and which they continue to make on behalf of God and the people of
the United States of America. They put their lives on the line day and
night so that people in the free world are not subject to the evil that
these rogue nations represent.
To use the
word atrocities for the acts these beasts committed in the name of Islam
is to negate the very meaning of how we perceive language. I am speaking
of men who have embraced the unthinkable as their ally, perceiving him
to be the one and only true god, so that they may dance in glory, even
at the moment of their death, firmly believing that he whom had so
severely deceived them may put them at his side at the moment of his
illusory triumph, at the throne of this beast whom has forever
throughout existence wanted to be called 'god.'
I assure you
the Islamic fundamentalists do not care how you perceive reality. Hamas
doctrine, which embraces all fundamentalist Islamic doctrines, proclaims
that they will accept Christianity, Judaism, and other religions, but
only under the umbrella of their delusional version of Islam. Their
visualization is one of a 'New Era' of Muslim extremist global dominion,
a Hitlerian concept announced before the 1939 Olympic games. The Arabic
and Persian peoples are well known for their long memories, and for
their long term planning. It is time for humanity to let the hatreds of
the last three millenniums pass. Unfortunately the Islamic
fundamentalists cannot let their hatred go. They have warped the Islamic
religion to suit their own bitter cause.
One of the
aspects to these events that occurred that I have a hard time
comprehending is the complicity of a large number of Americans
throughout this country without whose help these men and women would
never had have been able to come so close to causing such irreparable
harm to everything every religious human being has ever prayed for. As
you read through this book you will come to understand the motivations
of many of those of whom I speak. In your journey through our lives, I
would ask only that you keep your mind open, a difficult task at best, I
assure you. I was the quintessential 'Doubting Thomas' throughout most
of this ordeal. I withheld judgment concerning many aspects of that
which I experienced until I saw the complete truth, and I assure you the
truth was overwhelming.
was not of a religious background. He was baptized a Catholic when he
married my mother. Her father was Irish Catholic, and her mother was of
Jewish parentage. I offer this information for you to have some
foundation with which to see what has taken place, and why I was their
perfect choice, for I am a Christian with Jewish heritage. In 1975 my
fiancé was killed in an automobile accident. I placed a blanket under
her head, a blanket that came from the palace of the former Shah of
Iran, the Shah Reza Pahlavi, as a gift. I suspect the fact that I have
in my past distant ties to the Shah Reza Pahlavi of Iran was not lost on
these people either. They are extremely thorough.
I can only
ask of my readers this: while you are reading this story of my family's
hardships and pain, please put you arms around your wife and children,
your parents and grandparents, your brothers and sisters. For these evil
ones of whom I speak take absolute delight in inflicting the most
unimaginable pain on our most loved ones. For I assure you these are
beings that do not clock out at the end of the day. They do not rest,
and they will never rest until their mission is accomplished. Their
mission is the destruction of the United States of America. Their
mission is the destruction of the very fabric of our lives. If you have
been wondering why the US sent cruise missiles at every location where
sources indicated Ossama bin Laden was hiding out, and why the US and
every democracy in the world had formed an alliance to wipe this evil
from the face of the earth, you will come to understand the seriousness
of the threat which this man and tens of thousands of al Qaeda members
represents to the western world as you read this book
read this autobiography perhaps you may find the time to find that most
precious of gifts, your family. Mary, the mother of Jesus, wants this of
us more than I could ask you to understand. Perhaps when you read
through these pages you will understand why.
written this book so that Americans may be shown the truth of how so
very close Iran, Iraq, and the several other Arab terrorist states and
their umbrella terrorist organizations, Ossama bin Laden and members of
al Qaeda came to successfully causing incomprehensible damage and pain
to our country, our people, and to democracy itself, for I assure you
these people abhor the concept of a people free and without subjection.
Perhaps this book will also lead Americans, and all people on this
planet who care about life, who care for their wives and children, about
what it means to be human, to rise up and declare that this is enough,
to put a stop to these men and women who act in the name of that ancient